If you're a friend of mine on Facebook, you know I put up a stat yesterday saying how I couldn't wait to see my sweetheart and cuddle with him, and just decompress! He was feeling the same thing I was. We are so connected. I never ever want to lose that.
Just snuggling against him helps me to relax.
I was already settled in, and falling asleep when James arrived. But as soon as I heard him at the door, my heart started beating all fast. I tried to calm down but for some reason, I couldn't. It took everything in me not to jump up and hug him.
Why do I still get so excited to see him? It's been nearly a year now.
Anyway, back to what I was writing...
He had a gift for me. It was a thoughtful gift too! I really like it.
Oh, and I told him that I missed him a lot. He just kissed me. A long, soft kiss. No tongue, just a sweet kiss. And he kissed me all around my mouth like in a circle. It was different and special.
He likes to run his fingers over my face too! Lol maybe I'll have him explain his reasons for doing that.
Yesterday I ate a lot of garlic! I was afraid to kiss him at first, even though I'd brushed and I really wanted to kiss him. James told me that my breath actually smelled fine, but he could smell the garlic in my skin!! Omg I had just showered before getting in bed!
He said it wasn't bad, but I kind of kept distant anyways.
James wasn't having it. He literally went to sleep with his head on my shoulder.
This morning, we woke up and James was on his side. He had one hand extended out to touch my waist. It was so cute.
I scooted over to spoon with him and get a few more zzz's. James yawned and then mumbled, "I wanna marry you."
I mean "WHET!" (In my ratchet voice)
I immediately became alert and that drowsy early morning fog lifted real quick! I said, "What did you say?"
Of course he doesn't answer! So I asked him again, and he repeated himself. I was like, "Really? Awwww!"
But inside I was all like, "OMG I gotta tell my BFF!!"
I really would love for James to propose, but there is so much to consider as far as logistics... Ughhh but it's sweet to think about. It's a great feeling knowing a good man loves me and thinks of marrying me.
Maybe next year I'll have a different last name...